Can’t stop crying when I hear this song
The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting about yourself.
The split in 1993 was during the filming of Ed Wood and there were days he would come crying, I felt so bad. I asked him why it happened but all he said was, ‘It wasn’t her fault, it was mine.’ And when he met Kate in January of 94, it wasn’t the same as Winona. I felt weird to be around him like he wasn’t acting like Johnny anymore. It’s almost like Winona took Johnny’s soul, Johnny’s love.
- Tim Burton
No one can make cry make me laugh make me smile
Or drive me mad like [he] does it’s like the curse
That is the cure for better or worse one things for
Sure it’s real love and I don’t know what I’d do
If I lost it
I don’t wanna lose it…
You weren’t willing to face anything with me. Ever. Any tiny little issue was enough to make you say you didn’t want me anymore. That’s what I dealt with the entire 3 1/2 years… trying to love and stay committed to someone who clearly wasn’t very committed to me. I made it for a long time, you didn’t deserve it but you were what I wanted. But you can only be strong for so long before you break….
God someone remind me to never spoil my kids when I have some… kids that never learn how to go without grow into the biggest fucking babies. Can’t have what you want? Even if it’s just a small thing or a material possession…. Flipping out and throwing a fuss must be the best idea. Hahahaah
I know I am but don’t think you’re not. We’re all kinda crazy and hard to put up with at times… That’s why you’re supposed to love the person that loves you that much more just because they put up with it and despite it all, they still love you.
“Oh look, there ya go again
Puttin’ on that smile again
Even though I know you’ve had a bad day.
Doin’ this and doin’ that
Always puttin’ yourself last
A whole lotta give and not enough take
But you can only be strong so long before you break….”
^^What I wish you would understand about me
Just a thought… I fear that one day you will move on and find another girl who’s easy to be around, easy to love. I think about how you’re attracted to smart, insecure girls and wonder if you realize that what we went through together will have to happen in any future relationship with a girl like that. It could feel great at first, really happy like it did with us for so long… but what do you think’s gonna happen when the infatuated honeymoon phase is over and things start to change? Do you think any other insecure girl is gonna understand why things aren’t the same as they were? Do you think she’s not gonna act out for your attention or act crazy because she doesn’t feel like you care as much as you used to?
Insecure people are the introverted ones that constantly think about their own feeling and what’s going on inside them. They can only recognize someone else’s feelings when it’s something they’ve felt before too. You’re not a simple man, you’re not easy to understand. And as much as I thought I understood you before, it doesn’t compare to now and I think that’s because we’ve put eachother through so much of the same shit that we finally each get how the other one has felt in prior instances of our relationship, when we couldn’t understand at the time…. a taste of our own medicine ya know. Do you really want to do that dance all over again with someone else?
Nobody’s just easy to love, they have to understand what it is about themselves that makes it difficult for people to love them, and appreciate those that love them despite all their faults even more. I finally understand that about myself and I know you know how much of a long drawn-out process it can be, how much hell a person has to put themselves and those they love through to understand that about themselves. I really can’t imagine that you’d want to revisit and go through that hell with someone else. We made it out of there, just barely I know, but we did. Now let’s continue the journey together. Please. I love you.